Queen Diva

I am very lonley and if anyone has postive insight i would love to hear it!I I just found out on halloween of 2005 this year. This site is my 1st little bit of hope I have had in a week. Denial and blame and anger and shame and just plain feeling gross and nasty! I cant get it off my damn mind!

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Thoughts running through my head

hey, have you told your boyfriend yet? Becuase I thought mine woul be mad but he was very positive and thats how im staying strong. If It weren't for him i dont know who id talk to or who'd keep me sane. But there are many different sources online that i've been reading and some contradict each other. I haven't gotten tested yet but it was the same as they explained what it would look like. But we are going to go get tested to see if it was only the herpes 1 since herpes 2 can also give you sores on your mouth... If your boyfriend recently got it, it takes about 2weeks - 3 months for him to have the antibodies to show up in his blood which are what the specific type blood tests test... But STAY STRONG!!! if you need someone to talk to I'm here :)

Something maybe more hope for you!

My doctor told me aboutPositiveSingles and I joined it last year, but its the first time that I came here this year, and I was logging out when I read Blogs and this called my attention, so I started reading some of them and I guess God helped me to choose the ones I needed so much. I want to Thanks specially to Bill99 and nycfilm.
After reading Love is bigger than Herpes I started crying so much and I
understood some things that I never think about. The second blog I read was one
written by Bill99 (sorry, I can't remember the title) but it was one that made
me realize that I am a good person and I shouldn't be ashamed of my condition.
Your words were the best thing that could happen to me....indeed. Both of you
cheers me up and I'll come back everyday because I want now to read all the
bugs. I want you to know that after this, I am not feeling alone anymore. Thanks
again and God Bless You all.

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